I dont know Im only trying to figure out why things happen or if theres even a reason for it. Im torn between “there’s a reason” and “life is just gonna suck sometimes” idk i feel sad and its late and i wish i didnt feel like this
Emma Watson on David Letterman Through the Years.
to anyone having a bad day im so sorry also here are some pictures of baby elephants
feel better friend
Zora Neale Hurston (via followandreblog)
I just don’t know I just don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to act or what’s expected of me at a time like this. It’s like nothing I’ve ever gone through before and I can’t understand it I don’t understand what I’m supposed to do without you. I don’t know how I’m supposed to go on as if things are okay when they’re really the furthest thing from. I feel like I’m so detached half the time I can’t even pretend to be okay I can’t be present I can’t do the things that I used to do when you were here. I just want my friend back I want to stop feeling so empty I want you to come back and I want it all back. I’m so irritable and sad and angry and anxious I can’t handle these feelings together and the way they hit me out of nowhere and the way they’re trigger by any fucking little thing I can’t take it. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do when I feel alone and I need you. I don’t know why you had to go we all need you here. I can’t understand how that note is the last of it I don’t understand how my life is supposed to go on like this I can’t take this